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Lost forever….???

April 7th 2011, 4.30pm PST.
I got a call from my brother that my mother was no more with us. For a moment the world came to a stand still to me. I wanted to scream and tell that it was not true, I just wanted it to be a nightmare that was not real when I got up, I wished it was some sort of a bad feeling that would vanish soon, I wanted it to be anything else but true….Coz for once I was not ready to accept this truth… I couldn’t imagine the truth that a human being who gave birth to me, who took care of me all these years, whom I spoke every day and night even though I was 1000s of miles apart, whom I loved more than anything, who meant so much in my life is no more. But unfortunately it was a hard truth and I had to face the hard part of life. Yes, my mother had left me(April 8th 2011, 4.55AM IST), Left me to a place of no return, A place where I can’t reach her by any means. I had no choice but to rush to India to bid an adieu to the lady whom I would want as a mother for all my re-births. It was one of the toughest journeys of my life since emotionally I was broke and I had to travel hours to join my loved ones back home. I arrived in Bangalore on 10th April and we had to complete the final rituals. I was still in a sort of silhouette and wished it was a dream. But as the final rituals proceeded I had to finally accept that I had lost my mother forever. It was toughest for my father and equally tough for me and my siblings because my Mother was like a support system for us and now it’s a life without a support system for all of us. After this happened I am a little puzzled with what life is all about??? A person is born with so much of love, leads the life with so many aspirations, so much of ambitions and within a moment the person has to give up everything and surrender to death….After doing a lot of soul searching I am still wondering is the person Lost forever….??? Or is it really just the body…..???

For whatever it is, All I can do is to pray for my Mother to Rest in Peace and hope to continue doing good things so that my Mother will always be proud of me, Since I still believe she is around me watching every move of mine and guiding me in the right path………..

Quote : If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I’d walk straight up to the heaven and bring you home Mother….Love you always!!!!!!!

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What’s Life?

What’s Life?

With no smiles?
With no friends?
With no thrill?
With no goal/aim?
With no satisfaction?
With no one around to share your happiness and sorrow?
With no intentions of doing good?
With no innovations?
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I am sure everyone has things to add about Life. However as my fav quote goes…”a ship is always safe in the shore, but that is not what it is made for?”. So treat your Life as ship and let it sail and face the real waves, I am sure Every ship has a better Destination.

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